In the right dimension.

HEYYYYY.. Hi there.

I had to stop. Literally stop a couple days ago.. and realise how amazing this last month has been. Since before my birthday, the input of memories, the sweetness, the smiles, the troubles even.. retrospectively speaking, the stresses which make you smile in the long run because you realise you care. 

Makes you realise what you need to change and what you need to keep exactly the same. 

I am ever so grateful. I don't like using the word "blessed" its an ego based, I am more in touch than you are type of word.. and this is not the case. 

FULLSET EP

VOLUME 1

THE NEW EP IS ON ITS WAY!! GOT STUDIO WITH D & PAWSON TUESDAY! YAYYY! I'm so fucking happy all the hard work has finally kind of got close to paying off.. but no.. I don't wanna pay it off, I'll be in debt to my music and my abilities all my life. It's about the journey, I enjoy the fact I do music and sometimes nothing even comes from it.. What do people expect? IF you expect fame and money.. you are basically expecting music to change your lifestyle, but it's not about that.

It's about finding a way to express who you are without using words or gestures..(for me anyway)

LOVE?

What is love? I experienced love every 15min or so. From my memories, from strangers, from nature.. its a union with all things around you. We are truly 1.. 

I've been thinking a lot about the timing of things. I always thought "ahh my timing is mad, I've always done things or met people at the wrong time" infact - this is a lie.

So far from the truth. 

Revelations: infact my timing is perfect.. because everything IS AS IT SHOULD. BE THIS IT.

So why bother? Why stress? Why resist? Accept it. Even if its shit, even if its stressful, even if its not what you want now.. ACCEPT IT.. then work towards changing it. 

YES

Gotta run..

Love to the universe! x

27th April - Decisions

Took this a couple years ago.. still one of my favourite photographs of all time 

The simplicity of it all. Ah.. :)

Are we ever really sure we're making the right choice?

We're not. But something tells us we might be.. we weigh the options, the outcomes, the loveliness of life.. and do it anyway right.

Just smile

The hardest decisions, feel more intense. Or do they? 

Wolf of Wall Street

I love this film!!! Been watching it on my phone, on a free app I'm refusing to share.. but thank you to my office wife Chris.. she sorted it out. How am I feeling? 

Empowered. Strong. 

Crazy.

Calm. 

Grateful. 

All at the same time. The present moment is sweet. 
As is the parameters of my mind.

Me & Horler had another session yesterday.. created some beautiful stuff. Loving both bits. Yes!
#LiveInstrumentation is the way forward. 

Laytahhh!

23rd April

Quiet ones being loud everywhere they go.

What a day.

It's been thoroughly amusing. Bursts of life and one liners, one glance of meaningless loveliness left in the moment. There is a crazy feeling behind not being attached. It leaves you amazed, like nothing else.

Cannot wait for D to get back from holiday. Such a talented and lovely person, without him this EP wouldn't see the day of light. It would, but not in the way I want(ed). Hence the delay, the experimentation and needed patience.

Got a long day of apps tomorrow.. 

Ha, better get to it. Sleep that is.

Night bubbas.

Avishai Cohen 
- Remembering. 

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The celebrations are done

We've had a good run. The celebrations have come to an end, and I don't recall ever allowing myself to have so much fun. It's been overwhelmingly sick (lovely).. Entwined with minor madnesses which trigger deep realisations that are carving and mending many broken floors (flaws) of personal development.. 

Discipline  <<<  I've been thinking about this word for 8 days straight. At least 5 times a day I notice how disciplined someone or some thing is, and notice how much I am not. Being free is the best and most rewarding achievement you can hold up to the sky, however it creates other traits and necessity's inside you which counteract with ones you need for survival. 

It's a different kettle of chips for each and every individual, whatever their story entails and implies..

: Life is Intriguing :

I'm now apparently 25 years old.

Some think I am filled with youth and constant flow of joy, some understand the wiring of my biocomputer (i.e. the brain.. Please see John C Lilly's material) Some are free to be comfortable, they see what I see and know I am here to learn, some are stunned by the layers, some dismiss them, some are taken back by the thing that matters the least, some get lost in the eyes, whilst I get lost in the manic rides. Some feed off the energy and can escape from the everyday life which is filled with worry full moments by being around someone who is filled with so much enthusiasm. For what you ask? For anything and everything. For no given reason at all.

We see through this key hole, and some adjust their eyes and cannot even feel themselves squinting anymore. They forget the other eye is there, closed shut, but ready to guide them on a journey of full perspective once the door is open. 

Stop looking through the keyhole.

Get up.

Figure out how to open the door

.. then stop squinting.

Use both sides of your brain, both your eyes and both your hands and feet to get yourself out of here.

Yes

This has been therapeutic. Also just finished a 130bpm beat called Orkestral. I shall put it up on soundcloud soon. 

Vent through the words and release em all through the sound waves, something like that. Yeah, thats about it.

Nice one. Love to the cosmos. Ha. x